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| Got three new dolls.
Kirimi.
Creo.
Pestis.
Glasses broke. Got them fixed.
Summer is boring. Working to earn money for school.
That's it.
Ja ne.
Haru.
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| How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
Your Deadly Sins
Sloth: 60%
Wrath: 60%
Envy: 40%
Gluttony: 0%
Greed: 0%
Lust: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23%
You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.
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| Why do I insist on doing this to myself? To giving those that hurt me a second chance, hoping they won't hurt me again but knowing in the back of my mind that I will always be hurt in the end.
I broke up with Gian a second time.
And I do not want to let him back in again. It's true he has once held the key to my heart, but I have changed the lock.
Short version of what happened: I'm going through hell right now because of various reasons, and instead of being concerned he got upset and was being selfish because I didn't feel like talking when he wanted. He wasn't getting what he wanted when he wanted it and behaved like a spoiled child instead of worrying over the one he loved knowing she was in a weakened state.
So after a night of ignoring his calls and refusing to him I apologized for being angry but said that I can't keep doing this anymore, this constant fighting over things like this, and he said then there was nothing he could do and I said that's it then and now it's over.
My parents and brother are worried about me. They are disappointed with him, they really liked him and he let their beloved daughter down. They are focused on my wellbeing for me because I don't have time to worry about myself, and they are helping me learn how to take care of myself again.
If I didn't have them and my few friends that I have left, I don't know what I would do.
The good news is that the old me, the one that is cold and pushes people away for my own protection has returned. I will not let this happen to me again.
My mental scars now outnumber my physical ones.
I never thought that would happen.
Ja ne.
Haru
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| Spring break is finally here. I don't have much planned.
Today I'm studying.
Tomorrow I'm going fishing with my daddy.
Wednesday, Thursday and Friday I'm going to study and clean my room.
Also my Kirimi fund is up to $46.95/$76.95. Almost there! 
I have my first Pinky:st figure on the way as well. After that, I'm going to start saving for three BJDs.
I know, I'm crazy. Oh well.
That's all for now.
Ja ne.
Haru
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| So after being broken up for a week Gian and I had a talk and I decided that because I love him I would give him one last chance.
We've been back together...will be a week this Friday.
So far so good.
It's getting hot here, I hate the heat. HATE IT.
School sucks.
Work is fine.
And that's all I have for now.
Oh, and here is something to brighten the day of my fellow women. I got this forward from my second mommy and it made me laugh.
Enjoy.
Ja ne.
Haru
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UCLA STUDY (very interesting)
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of
Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man
can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example:
If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine
features.
However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal,
she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a
spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire.
No further studies are expected.
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